Trying to deal: my friend is gone

Friday, March 30, 2012

my friend is gone

We put Rocky down. I swear besides Jojo he was the one animal that knew when I don't feel good and was always there with me. He knew, he always knew. If i had trouble breathing he'd head butt me in chin and ned my chest and start purring. I don't know what i'm going to do without him

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LoriMarch 30, 2012 at 9:21 PM
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Invisible yet again

The first thing that comes to my mind is "But you don't look sick!?" Yeah, we get that alot. Chiari Malformation is considered an invisible illness because you don't usually see the symptoms on the outside.
Of course I look normal.
You can't see the pressure in my head.
You can't see that it feels like my head could explode at any minute.
You can't see that my hands and feet are numb and tingling.
I may stumble or walk into something, but I just look clumsy to you...You don't see my balance and depth perception problems.
You don't hear the ringing in my ears.
You hear my speech slurr or I trip over my words. You laugh, I laugh. But do you know why it happens? Does that come to mind when you hear it?
You don't see me almost black out from getting dizzy and lightheaded if I drive too fast over a hill.
(I know why I can't ride rollercoasters.)
I could continue to go on and on with the list.

Trying to deal

Friday, March 30, 2012

my friend is gone

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My chiari

Knock it out

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