Trying normalcy today

I know it sounds really screwed up for most people, but what is normalcy? For me it seems any more it is popping pills, dealing with so many doctors, daily shots, not feeling good, trying to deal with school, and just trying to seem normal. Today I have my last shot, I hope, go to campus and register for my summer and fall classes, going out for coffee with friends, and then 1530 head to Aplington Parkersburg for Kody's track meet. I hope and pray I can stay for the entire thing. I just want to feel normal again, not feel like crap, not have have my medical crap say that you can't be involved in your childrens lives, not see how well my child is growing. He's blossomed so so much this school year. I am so proud of him, he's holding great grades, on track, and when he used to HATE sports, he's even talking about going out for football next fall!!!