It's Memorial Day weekend and I am trying to make sure I get to cemetery to I can pay my respects to my brothers and sisters. I know I wont be able to do what my Legion Post wanted for services, I know I wont be able to go to alot of services but I am making sure I make it atleast to the one in Grundy.
The new meds are not working at all. The NS wants to give them til the 31st to work then my apt is the 31st to decide on surgery and when. I am nervous as hell for this surgery. I hear so many horror stories and so few good results. I do not want to spend days in ICU or hospital trying to get to point where I can just go home. I hate idea of even anyone messing with my brain like that let alone removing part of my skull and leaving it out. I have a gutt feeling where apt is headed on the 31st and I am dreading it. I have heard so many horror stories and it scares shit out of me. I am just happy I am having done in my hometown close to family and friends. Right now I am an emotional wreck. Got my hair cut yesterday to hide the incision (I hope) as much as possible. I am trying to prepare myself...
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