I am trying so damn hard to not lose all hope and emotion right now. Losing control of body and now cancer without knowing how they will deal with it yet scares the shit out of me. Seems like everything is piling up!!!
Then the man I love is being cold as ice to me and it hurts so bad. I do not know what to do. I've been there 4+ years, through everything, tried to protect him, always been honest with him. Now he's being so cold. When I tell him my feelings it's like a ice block I hit...It's like he does not have feelings anymore towards me. For god sake what did I do but try to protect, love, care for him!!
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