Trying to get everything done

I do not know what Thursday is going to bring for me or family and friends. I am trying to get stuff done around the house, trying to make everything easier for everyone. While trying to do this it feels like it is hurting my back constantly even the smallest things like dusting, my head wants to explode. Yesterday and this morning I woke up to migraines where I cannot even see straight. My left leg has been totally numb for days now. I just want my life back to what it used to be. 

It used to be if I wanted to go running or a long hike I'd just take off, now I have to make sure I have my cell phone in case I get into trouble, and running is out of the question. Afew days ago walking down town my leg decided to not work...I had to have looked like a complete idiot!!

I havent been taken off my 5lb weight limit since Dec's surgery fusing my c-spine, which means I cannot even lift my puppy who's 11lbs. This is not right. I want, I need my life back!!!