Trust

I do not take trust lightly
I used to be to trusting and giving until I was taken advantage of big time. Now anymore I rarely trust period. I do not understand why people want to hurt, use and abuse others. When I give my heart and soul into helping others I do just that. I do not ask much in return except for some consideration and alittle personal time to deal with personal issues. I do not feel that is to much to ask. Atleast I do not feel it is. I am truly blessed in my life with a few people that I love and adore that I consider my apart of my family. I do not know what I would do without them right now especially with the past few weeks with what has been going on. I feel at a total loss at what is going on and totally scared at what may happen on 20th. I do not like the idea of someone messing with my brain and hopefully everything is "normal" and better afterwards.