Saturday, July 7, 2012

I have had it!!!

How much more can a person take!! I had planned to take a short trip. Nothing really at all, just a short get away to meet up with someone I've grown to consider a brother and his family in Galena and my dr decides it is to much of a risk for me to drive more than 30 minutes because of my leg being numb and seizures. I am going stir crazy right now. I wanted to see them so bad. It seems my entire life is controlled by dr's right now. I am cooped up in this damn house, I cannot even go outside because of how hot and humid it is!!!! All I do is talk on this damn computer, clean and sleep. This is no way to live!!!! Surgery is in 12 days and a wake up call and I am scared shitless of it. On the 12th Ryans dad is coming and leaving on the 19th, Kody's turning 14 on the 14th.... i just want it done

1 comment:

  1. soon my friend. I know it is of little comfort when you are hurting, stressing, and scared. BUT there really is a a good outcome. Hang in there just a while longer. I think I may have said this to you once or twice, but realllly...dont worry! Its ok to be concerned, but never worried. God has this alll covered, jut trust him to see you through this ((HUGS))~ Amber

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