I am into my 2nd week and wish I had taken the time off now. I've fallen on campus, tripped over my feet in my labs, struggling to stay awake with migraines and meds and homework. I go to Mayo the 23rd and even though I am taking my homework with me, it's a relief to know i dont have to go to campus and classes, is that wrong. The crap thats going on up at Mayo I'm flipping out about as it is concerning what I don't know. I know my NS made me worse and i didnt even know that was possible. I am actually afraid to even let anyone even touch me medically. Ryan's not going up there with me for the apts but he's going to get Kody ready for the long drive incase they have to come up and Kody has to drive me home and Ryan has to drive my car.
I was stupid and told afew friends part of my past. I should never have done that. I've been hiding all of this for so long and I should have kept it that way. I do not know what the hell I was thinking. Stupidity majorily. I may change my vacation in May cause of it
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